MAJESTY

written by Anita Fuhrmann (2008)

Your presence is here in this place

Your unending love, unchanging grace

We've come to worship You

In spirit and in truth

You are welcome, come and take Your place

Be exalted on our highest praise

With hearts full of wonder for all that You are

We bless You Lord, our Saviour, our God

Chorus:

Majesty, our glorious King

All honour, all glory to Your name

Jesus, Lord of all, so beautiful

We proclaim: Forever You will reign

Reminiscing


It was wonderful, while it lasted...a most memorable year, 2010. Some things are better left unsaid, of course, but I feel deep inside me this need to express, to let go, to share...hoping that through this, I will be completely healed.

You are wonderful. I admire everything about you. Your personality, your physique, your career and all the achievements you have accomplished, your intelligence, the studies you have had, your travels, your daily activities, your sports, your blog, your family and friends. And your words. At times you have such power to attract, to inspire, to make one laugh. I found it really cute. Everywhere I go, there would always be something to remind me of you...a song, a book title, a gadget on display, a shirt, etc. I found myself always thinking of you then.

Day 1

Journal: My Own


I don't know what awaits me.
I LET GO of certain things...security, stability, family, familiar surroundings, comfort, even the opportunity to go to KL (sorry mum, someday I will repay for the burnt ticket!)...Yes, I have nothing now...except FAITH in God's Providence, my aspirations and dreams, hope, trust. I know things won't be easy, a NEW BEGINNING...but hardship is not alien to me. I embrace it!
I do have negative emotions because things may not happen as I wish it....uncertainties,fear,doubt,stress.
But I cannot GIVE UP. All these I do for the sake of my beloved children.

I found this article on the net...by J. Johnson

 Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of. You just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last, some don't even start. 

There are many times in life when we badly want something or someone that we will probably never have, whether the fault lie on us, another person, or the circumstances surrounding it. Sometimes letting go of something is a very hard thing to do, especially if we never really got a chance to do things the way we wanted, because we think the situation might be different if we had the opportunity to try.


We just have to accept life for what it is, things do not and will not always happen the way we want them to, and chances are there are greater opportunities for us in our future. It is easy to miss out on new opportunities if we are still letting something or someone hold us back that we may have hoped to have a chance with but never got. Cut your losses knowing that if a situation or relationship didn't happen like you wanted it to there is always something better out there for you.

How true...I have to keep reminding myself..."It's over!" 
Now, a fresh start...begin anew.

Letting Go Quotes

“The Tao Te Ching says, When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be. When I let go of what I have, I receive what I need. Have you ever struggled to find work or love, only to find them after you have given up? This is the paradox of letting go. Let go, in order to achieve. Letting go is God’s law.” – Mary Manin Morrissey